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Sunday, 03 October 2010
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Etsy!!!!!
Finally made my own Etsy shop. Please go there and look around. Share the link also! Thanks!!!! :)
http://www.etsy.com/shop/whiskeredfingers
Friday, 07 August 2009
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Been a bit busy
I wasn't looking forward to using the laptop for doing these, so I guess I just stopped there for a bit. Way to go me, huh? So I had some time today, figured I'd pay a visit to my own weblog. Enjoy.
1) Kiss me and you may see stars. Love me and I'll give them to you.
2) A careful driver is one who honks his horn when he goes through a red light.
3) La chute de dechirures a jamais dans un coeur casse. (French: Tears fall forever inside a broken heart.)
4) Sometimes you don't want to know the truth. You may think you do, but once you know, you'd give anything to go back to being ignorant.
5) I love you more now that when you began to read this sentence.
6) I hope you're as happy as you're pretending.
7) I'm reading your note over again. There's not a word that I comprehend, except when you signed it, 'I will love you always and forever.' --Dashboard Confessional "Screaming Infidelities"
8) This is where I say I've had enough and no one should ever feel the way I feel now.
9) I heard about your regrets. I heard that you were feeling sorry. I heard from someone that you wish you could set things right between us. Well, I guess I should have heard of that from you.
10) So don't be a liar, don't say everything's working when everything's broken.
11) I'm not interested in a nice, normal relationship, I like ours better.
12) Hold me like our hearts share one soul.
13) 1: Are you sure? 2: As sure as you're standing here and I'm picturing you naked.
14) The day I get naked will be the day you go skiing in hell.
15) I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean. Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens. Promise me, you'll give faith a fighting chance. And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance, I hope you dance. --"I Hope You Dance"
16) I think of you and I want to cry. Because of sadness, because of happiness, because of frustration. I shouldn't have to go through this. I just want to be with you, is that so much to ask for?
17) When I think of moments we've shared together, I want to cry because it means so much more to me than it ever would to you.
18) I want someone to call me when I get bored, to sneak me junk food when I'm sick, to understand that I mean the opposite of what I say, someone that will know how to cheer me up, that won't have overwhelming expectations of me, that will feel comfortable around my family, just someone that truly enjoys my company as much as I enjoy theirs.
19) Let your eyes stay filled with stars and your heart with glimpses of dreams yet to come.
20) It's like every memory of us brings a smile to my face...every conversation, every laugh, every moment. There's not a single day that I'm not reminded of the way things were, the way they used to be. Maybe someday we'll make those memories again.
Friday, 10 July 2009
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I act as one, but I'm not alone
For the next month and a half I'm going to have to use my laptop for these. Argh. I do not look forward to using the keyboard in it again, it's so much smaller than my desktop one. I'll get used to it again...then this one will be too big and hard to use...lol.
1) Vizzini: He didn't fall? Inconceivable! Inigo Montoya: You keep using that word. I do not think it means what you think it means. --Princess Bride
2) Inigo: I do not mean to pry but you don't by any chance happen to have six fingers on your right hand? Westley: Do you always begin conversations this way? --Princess Bride
3) If I wanted to play games, I would have bought Monopoly.
4) Guys are like snowstorms, you never know when they are coming, how many inches you'll get or how long they'll last.
5) I have email, a cell phone, a pager, three phone lines, an answering machine, and a fax machine. If I haven't called you back, chances are I don't want to talk to you.
6) I had a party last night, you didn't come, but your boyfriend did, twice.
7) Sometimes I think guys should wear condoms on their head. Hell, if they're going to act like dicks, they might as well dress like them too.
8) By optimistic -- all the people you hate now are eventually going to die.
9) The real act of conversation is not only to say the right thing at the right place but to leave unsaid the wrong thing at the tempting time.
10) If you're going to walk on thin ice, you might as well dance.
11) This is where, if I had a dick, I'd tell you to suck it. --Lake Placid.
12) This first sentence isn't where my story begins and hopefully the last sentence isn't where my story ends.
13) 1: I want you to stay here. 2: Why? 1: Because I hate you. --Cats vs. Dogs
14) Give a man a fish and he'll eat for a day. Teach a man to fish and he'll sit in a boat and drink beer all day.
15) If one synchronized swimmer drowns, do the rest have to too?
16) Have you ever imagined a world without hypothetical situations?
17) I wish the pain would stop. I wish I had some way to silence my tears. I wish I could tell myself that it's all going to be okay...but I don't want to lie.
18) Never let your man's mind wander -- it's too little to be let out alone.
19) I don't remember how we all met, I don't remember what was said, all I remember are the times when we put smiles on each others faces, and forever those moments will be in my head.
20) I can't be mad at you for hurting me over and over again, because over and over again I've let you.
Thursday, 09 July 2009
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Why is it always so late?
Whew, I am tired. But I've been meaning to post a new entry for a couple of days and haven't had a chance to. So here you go...enjoy.
1) Here I go, thinking with my heart again.
2) Too bad the things that make you mad are my favorite things. --Favorite Things by Incubus
3) Some mistakes are too good to make only once.
4) Don't walk behind me, it gives me the creeps. Don't walk beside me, for you are not my equal. Walk in front of me so I can push you down the stairs.
5) Are bad things creeping into your little pink plastic sugar coated world of happiness?
6) You took for granted all the times I never let you down. --Kryptonite by Three Doors Down
7) More than angry words, I hate this silence. It's getting so loud. --Hold Me by Savage Garden
8) Tired of trying, tired of crying. I know I've been smiling but inside I've been crying.
9) Don't run when I push you away. It is then that I need you the most and want you to stay.
10) You don't have to break up with someone to break their heart. You can do just one little thing...and they can watch their whole world crumble to pieces.
11) Before I gaze again at you, I need time for tears. Before I gaze again at you, let hours turn into years. I have so much forgetting to do before I gaze again at you.
12) Tell me if I confess my feelings for you, will you say you feel the same? Or am I going to have to cringe and pretend I'm okay with your response when I'm really not?
13) I know the truth that you're too scared to admit. You're with her, but when you look at me, you can't remember her name.
14) Can't you just pretend to be nice? Could you at least pretend to be nice? If you could, everything in my life would be alright.
15) Sometimes the things you wish would happen aren't as great as you think they would be.
16) It's not enough to be good when you dream of being great.
17) You know you've had too much to drink when your lips touch the toilet bowl and you don't care.
18) What a lot we lost when we stopped writing letters. You can't reread a phone call.
19) How many tears must I cry before you notice?
20) Sometimes things go wrong, sometimes it feels like you can't go on. But you always have to think about what would happen if you give up.
Monday, 06 July 2009
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So worn down, so torn up, still in love
Let me just mention here that I'd had my whole thing typed up and icons placed and everything and lost it all. ARGH! Had nothing to do with Xanga or even my computer either. I hate stupid room-mates that think it's okay to hog the bandwidth for downloading crap they don't need. So let me start all over again...enjoy at least, please.
1) Since the first time he ran his fingers through my hair, since the first time our hands became one, since the first time his hugs eased my pain, and since the first time his kisses took my breath away, I knew I'd never be the same.
2) When you touched my hand for the first time, I wanted nothing more than to hold it forever.
3) I'd rather be hurt by you than love someone else.
4) I'm looking for the perfect pillow, I think it's somewhere near yours.
5) If I had the power to take my heart right out of my chest and show you all the pieces you broke it into, would it at least ruin your day?
6) They say the only guy worth crying over won't do anything to make you cry, but I think sometimes it's what he doesn't do that causes the tears.
7) Everything I have ever done has been for you, anything special in me is you. --Great Expectations
8) Have you ever felt so alone that nothing makes sense? Well, that's how I feel right now, I feel as if I'm facing everything by myself with nothing but tears and a fake smile.
9) Well, when I'm with a guy, it's hard for me to say anything cool or witty or at all. I can usually make a few vowel sounds and then I have to go away.
10) I never asked for it to be over, but then again I never asked for it to begin.

11) I would like to say that in a world where the people who raise you end up letting you down, it's an honor and a privilege to have you guys to turn to. --Dawson on Dawson's Creek
12) I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be.
13) How can I tell him I love him? It's not some casual thing, it's not like saying, 'The grass is green, the sky is blue, and oh yeah, I love you.'
14) There are certain people who are not meant to fit into your life, no matter how much you want them to. --Dawson's Creek
15) Why is it that everyone who looks at you doesn't realize how wonderful you are? Because I knew it as soon as I laid eyes on you.
16) There are three things that can never be hidden: love, a mountain, and one riding a camel.
17) Oh sure, I think other guys are cute, but every time I see a cute guy, I remind myself of how cute you are. Of how much you love me, of how much I love you, of how sweet you are, of how you can always brighten my day. And suddenly that other guy doesn't look all that good anymore.
18) I wish he meant it when he kissed my lips, because then I could look back and remember someone loved me. Instead I can only look back and remember someone used me.
19) Everyday you give me so many reasons to love you, why are you now giving me reasons to hate you?
20) I love him so much, yet somehow I feel like strangling him.
Friday, 03 July 2009
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I'm no good at titles
I'm excited for this weekend. I've never really done anything special for Fourth of July. But my boyfriend and I are going downtown to see the fireworks. I've wanted to go for about four years now, just never had anyone to go with because everyone I know is whiny. His daughter is spending the weekend at her mom's, so we get to watch grown up movies and go see the fireworks...YEA!!! Typing it out makes it sound kinda sad. Just goes to show I'm not having a very good summer. But I am a third of the way through so I'm sure I'm going to make it and everything will be just fine. And on with the icons and quotes.
1) If you don't expect too much from me, you won't be let down.
2) Life is like a game of Tetris, you always screw up at the wrong time.
3) Just remember if the world didn't suck, we'd all fall off.
4) I love you. I love every little thing about you, your sexy smile, the sound of your voice, the magic in your eyes. I love your gentle touch and the warmth I feel at your side. I love dreaming about you. I love discovering you and letting go with you. I love each and every Once-In-A-Lifetime moment I share with you. Today...Tomorrow...Forever.
5) Sometimes you meet somebody and you know that whatever you did before, whatever you life was before, it must have been right...nothing could've been too bad or gone too far wrong because it led you to this person.
6) One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter.
7) The moment you give up is usually the moment everything happens.
8) The things I understand most in life are the things I can't explain.
9) It's funny how we feel so much, but we cannot say a word. We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard.
10) The best thing about dreams is that one fleeting moment, when you are between reality and fantasy, when for just that one moment, you feel with your entire soul that the dream is reality and it really happened. --Hook
11) We had a lot in common. I loved him and he loved him.
12) I get my exercise by jumping to conclusions, skipping responsibilities, running late and pushing my luck.
13) I must admit you brought religion into my life...I never believed in hell until I met you.
14) For the girls who talk about me, here's some advice, click your heels twice and say, 'I need a life, I need a life.'
15) Being with him breaks the rules, but being without him breaks my heart.
16) I'm sick and tired of all your lies. I'm sick and tired and I'm saying goodbye. I don't need this poison, I don't need control, I don't need forgiveness, I don't need you at all.
17) Sometimes I look at you from a distance and think to myself, 'God, what did I do to deserve his smiles, his love, his attention?'
18) The spaces between our fingers were created so that another person's could fit in between.
19) There are some hurts that you never completely get over. And you think time will diminish their presence and to a degree it does. But it still hurts, because, well, hurt hurts.
20) And you weren't sure whether you were walking towards something or if you're just walking away.
Wednesday, 01 July 2009
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Sometimes I get lost in my blue
First off let me say Rob Thomas is awesome. For many years now, he's been awesome. I do like it better when he's doing the matchbox twenty thing but I'll take him solo too. Yippee on the new CD today...I did buy it and it is great. In other news, I am getting a ton of footprints here. And that makes me super happy. However, one comment to 200 views? Makes me a little less happy. Aw well, I'm just going to keep doing what I do and hoping those of you looking will start saying something too.
1) I'm going to tell you something that you don't want to hear. You never listen when I talk so maybe you'll listen when I walk.
2) The stars, they're always there. It's comforting, you know, to know that something is always there, no matter what.
3) When I first met him there was this instant connection...this simpactico. I felt like he just got me, and believe me, there is no greater feeling in the world than to feel gotten.
4) He goes out of his way to smile at you. Trust me, I've watched him do it.
5) I want to go out with him, but my fear is that as soon as I say yes, you'll want me and I'll regret my decision with all my heart.
6) It's not true that life is one damn thing after another. It's the same damn thing over and over.
7) Even though I've 'stopped liking you,' everytime someone mentions your name my head turns right towards them. It's like everytime I hear it, I think about all that could have happened but didn't.
8) I don't say we all ought to misbehave, but we ought to look as if we could.
9) My life has a superb cast, but I can't figure out the plot.
10) You know what would be great? If you figured out what infinity equalled then you'd be famous. Until some idiot comes along and adds one.
11) I had a lovely evening, unfortantely this wasn't it.
12) Into every life a little rain must fall, but I think someone's mistaken me for Noah.
13) Don't worry about the world coming to an end today. It's already tomorrow in Australia.
14) I have seen the bluest skies, rainbows that would make you cry. I have seen miracles that moved my soul, days that changed my life. I have seen the brightest stars shine like diamonds in the dark, I have seen wonders of the world, but I've never seen a smile more beautiful than yours.
15) You sat there watching TV, and occasionally you'd kiss my head and whisper in my ear that you loved me and it gave me tingles. I turned my head to look at you, and at that moment it clicked, you were if for me, you were the one I was going to be with forever. I turned my head back again, sighed and smiled.
16) I want to do to you exactly what you did to me. I want to lead you on, make you fall for me, and then just let go. I want to confuse you like you confused me. But most of all, I want you to feel the pain that I felt. I want to hurt you.
17) The past always looks better than it was. It's only pleasant because it isn't here.
18) I don't want to walk away from this, but I know I just don't need this.
19) People don't fall in love with what's right in front of them. People want the dream--what they can't have--the more unattainable, the more attractive.
20) I'm going to smile my best smile and I'm going to laugh like it's going out of style, look into her eyes and pray that he doesn't see that learning to live again is killing me. --Learning To Live Again by Garth Brooks
Sunday, 28 June 2009
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June 28th, 2009
I think I'm mostly just going to come and do icons and quotes here. I am limiting it to ten icons and twenty quotes every entry. The writing will be a better idea after the summer, when I'm back to sleeping normal...or at least normal for me again. People are at least looking at my blog here, which is awesome. It would be way more awesome if there were some subscribers or comments, but that'll all come in time when I have a few more entries so people actually have stuff to look at. Anyways, quotes and icons...enjoy. And I really can't wait to wade through all these older icons that I got years ago. Although it is nice to look at them again, I usually only see the newer ones in the folder on my computer anymore.
1) Sometimes I think I'd be better off dead. No wait, not me, you.
2)When you finally find the perfect guy, you think to yourself, 'Why isn't he taken?'
3) I really loved you...I just couldn't deal with all the pain.
4) We said our goodbyes and when you were almost gone, you turned and gave me one more look, the look said it all, 'Everything is going to be okay.'
5) Those nights when you can't sleep, you just might be in someone else's dreams.
6) I keep trying to convince myself that I hate you, and that you are the most annoying person on earth...but there's this little nagging voice in my head that keeps saying, 'You're lying.'
7) And if you were to say, 'Come with me,' even now, I might go. --Tale Of The Body Thief by Anne Rice
8) I said I loved you but I lied, because this is more than love that I feel inside.
9) Okay, I'll admit it, I'm an addict, but not in the usual sense of the word. You see, I'm addicted to you.
10) Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart, but if you don't, you might break theirs.
11) The more you say, the less people remember.
12) It's true, no matter how happy you are now or how far away, you still dream of going back.
13) People will forget what you said. They will forget what you did. But people will never forget the way you made them feel.
14) Maybe I'm crazy, but laughing out loud makes the pain pass by. --Spoon by Dave Matthews Band
15) Now I realize everything worth living for is there in his eyes.
16) It's funny, twenty people can tell me the same thing a million times, but he says it once and it finally sinks in.
17) I wish I could break your heart. Rip it out and smash it all to pieces, then just maybe you will know how you made me feel.
18) You stand there and tell me these things to my face, actions you claims to be innocent of...but the second you turn around and continue doing the very thing you are upset at me about accusing you of.
19) Sometimes I look at you and you seem to be looking at me, but sometimes you look away, like you're afraid of what might happen if you stare just a second longer.
20) You know when it's the first snowfall of the year and you lay down and make a snow angel and it's just perfect, except for that one tiny handprint when you get up? Well, that's what you are...without the handprint.
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An excuse, some icons, and then maybe some quotes.
I know I started this whole 'I'm going to write on here everyday' thing...and then promptly stopped. I think about it a lot though if that helps. I don't have an excuse, so much as a reality. I get up every morning at six, which has been closer to the time I go to bed rather than the time I awake for my entire life. I am not a morning person. Sure, I can get up at six and be fine for the whole day...I'd just rather not. I love nighttime. I also love sleep, it just never has been my friend. So, back to where I was, I get up at six in the morning, drive for about half an hour, and then spent the better part of nine hours with a six-year-old that can be a bit hyper some---most of the time. Then a few evenings a week I stay up there since she's my boyfriend's daughter. Those days I try to wear her out a little extra during the day so she's calmer at night. That always backfires on me because in wearing her out, I end up wearing myself out because, really let's face it, I'm getting older. Yes, two months, three weeks, I'll be thirty...ARGH! On the nights I do come home, I'm just too tired to type up one quote or come up with a mildly fetching story...or look at a computer screen at all because my eyes are so tired they just hurt. Instead I enjoy lying in bed, wide awake, praying for at least four good hours of sleep before getting up and doing it again the next day. However, today is Saturday, which means no babysitting...but I did actually have to work...until 11:30 tonight. So I did sleep in this morning to be prepared for randomly cruising the internet tonight. I did upload some icons to my photobucket finally. I think there were a couple in my first blog here years ago...and I may have repeated a couple here tonight. I was just going by the ones I'd had the longest. Icons and quotes...and hey, I think there was a bit of actual writing up there too. Or not...lol. Enjoy it all either way.

1) To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure. But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.
2) Please, just look in my eyes and tell me everything will be okay. Lay down next to me and just hold me close and take all my fears away.
3) If you want to see the rainbow, you got to put up with the rain.
4) Each of us represents a star in heaven. Sometimes we shine like the rest, sometimes we twinkle alone, and sometimes when we least expect it, we make someone's dreams come true.
5) While you were wishing to be someone else, someone else was wishing to be you.
6) What you don't know never hurts you. It's what you suspect that causes all the trouble.
7) It is immensely difficult knowing what you once had, and that it can never be the same way again because of one little mistake.
8) A true friend isn't the one bailing you out of jail, they're the one sitting next to you saying, "Man, that was cool!"
9) And I guess what I like about you the most is how you made me laugh even when nothing's funny.
10) Everyone you have ever met and everyone you know has made a little part of you into the person you are today.
11) There are moments in life when you'll miss someone so much that you just want to pick them up from your dreams and hug them for real.
12) 'Best friends' doesn't mean the person you spend the most time with, but the one you share the most memories with.
13) I want it all or nothing at all. There's nowhere left to fall when you reach the bottom. It's now or never. --All Or Nothing by O-Town
14) All my girls at the party, look at that body shakin' that thing like I never did see. Got a nice package, alright, guess I'm gonna have to ride it tonight. --All For You by Janet Jackson
15) There's a light in your eyes that I used to see. There's a place in your heart where I used to be. Was I wrong to assume that you were waiting for me? There's a light in your eyes. Did you leave that light burning for me? --Light in Your Eyes by Blessid Union Of Souls
16) When winter comes in summer, when there's no more forever, when lies become the truth, well, you'll know then, baby, that's when I'll stop loving you. --That's When I'll Stop Loving You by N Sync
17) Did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there? --Drops of Jupiter by Train
18) Looks like I'm 'a do everything myself. Maybe I could use some help, but, hell, if you want something done right, you got to do it yourself. ** I used to feel alive, now I feel pathetic. But now I get it. What's done is done, just leave it alone, and don't regret it. Sometimes some things turn into dumb things, and that's when you put your foot down. --Boiler by Limp Bizkit
19) Desire is desire wherever you go. The sun will not bleach it, nor will the tide wash it away. --The Beach
20) It's a big rock. I can't wait to tell my friends. They don't have a rock this big. --Spike on Buffy The Vampire Slayer
Monday, 22 June 2009
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I'd kinda forgot
I didn't remember that one of the webblog rings I'd joined was an icon and quotes one. And that seems to be where all the people viewing me are finding me. So I thought I'd post some quotes tonight before I went to bed. I have a lot of icons too but I don't have them uploaded anywhere yet. So once I get them up somewhere, I'll do icon/quote entries sometimes and then my other ones too. But quotes...I have four quote books right now. When I started the fourth one I had just over 2300 and now I'm almost done with this book. Needless to say, I have plenty of icons and quotes to share with everyone. I've taken them from all over the place, so go ahead and take them from me...but it'd be nice to subscribe or comment when you do.
1) I have a hobby. I have the world's largest collection of sea shells. I keep it scattered on beaches all over the world. Maybe you've seen some of it. --Steven Wright.
2) I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiled, who could always brighten your day, even if she couldn't brighten her own.
3) We've filled ourselves up with so many questions that they're starting to overflow and become answers.
4) So you're not my "type." I think I like that idea because my type usually breaks my heart.
5) You got to glance at what everyone's staring at and stare at what everyone's glancing at.
6) A vacation is what you take when you can no longer take what you've been taking.
7)No matter how ugly you think you are, that special person that loves you believes you are the most beautiful and irresistable thing on Earth and nothing can ever change that.
8) I'm sick of this, I've had enough, I'm done wasting my time, this is getting too rough.
9) If I could walk among the stars, I'd collect them all, keeping them silvery in my pocket until I saw you. Then I'd toss them in the air, all star dust spangly so you could make a million wishes and I could see you smile.
10) Nobody want to be lonely, nobody wants to cry, my body is longing to hold you so bad it hurts inside. --Nobody Wants To Be Lonely by Christina Aguilera and Ricky Martin
11) I talked to you the other day, looks like you made your escape. You put us behind. No matter how I try, I can't do the same. --Let Me Let Go by Faith Hill
12) I try to get over you, but then you smile and then all that getting over you stuff just disappears.
13) All I ever wanted was to make you happy. I can only do that by stepping aside. I just have one favor to ask of you...remember me.
14) And it was then that I realized that I was only part of the past, so there was nothing I could do but go. Except I didn't...I couldn't.
15) Time can take us quickly to tomorrow, but time can never change the love we've shared. I'll go back to the memories of each yesterday. And when I miss you most, my friend, I'll find you there.
16) What can I say? We have so many memories, so many things to look back on. I learned so much from you, gained so much. I loved the way you made me laugh, I hated the way you made me cry, but what I hated most was when we said good-bye.
17) The greatest pain in the world is losing a friend, and everytime I see you, I feel that pain.
18)They say memories last forever. I sit here, thinking about you and all the times where I had you by my side. I remember the smiles that crept on my face and the happy tears that rolled down my cheeks. I see your warm, gentle eyes looking at me, and I can feel your presense when I close my eyes, but when I reach for you, I feel you slipping away...it's like my memory is fading.
19) The role of a writer is not to say what we can all say, but what we are unable to say.
20) I'd like to give a big round of applause to all the men in my life for bringing me back to reality just when I had a fantasy about the male race being 'not that bad after all.'
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